Shy and Love

[AsianColumbus]

10th Grade

As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.
She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.


11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her
love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because
she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on
the cheek..
I want to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.


Senior year

One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go"
well,
I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did. That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.


Graduation

A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and
gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.


Marriage

Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.


Death

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine;
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it. I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me !
.........'I wish I did too...'
I thought to my self, and I cried.

[Shakthiprabha.]

Read this too many times. Emotions were spent too many times too.

Just a simple(yet the toughest) lesson.

'when u are in love dont be shy'
'if u are shy, forget about love'

[gorgeous gaayini]

I had this story emailed to me by one of my friends, its famous, i cried at the end! soo sweet and sad.

[Sinthiya]

wow...simple but very powerful...

[Alien]

It crushes my heart everytime I read it

[gorgeous gaayini]

awww vasanth, why have any experience like that!!!???!!!

[Sinthiya]

It crushes my heart everytime I read it

i know...so sad...even when i think about it, i feel sad...

like Prabha said,
'when u are in love dont be shy'
'if u are shy, forget about love'

very true...if your love is true, you just have to overcome your shyness...otherwise forget about it...

...not easy at all...

[gorgeous gaayini]

must take note of that.

[Alien]

awww vasanth, why have any experience like that!!!???!!!

Can't say a clear yes !
But I donno why, whenever I read that story, I feel like my heart is gonna stop pounding ! Its powerful !

Very true words ShakthiPrabha acca and Sinthiya

[Shakthiprabha.]

vasanth,

The poetry in it is too powerful that it takes us to the heights of emotions.

Yup, I agree, my heart weighed. IT does, everytime I read it.